Nothing can be compared if you could do it in a right way...

Today I woke up unusually and then I was a bit thirsty. I went to take a bottle of water to drink; I almost finished it all. Looking around the fridge, I saw nothing left to eat only many water bottles. I said I don't hungry yet. Later on a moment, I checked my wallet; haha there was still one buck left lolz...By the way, food here costs at least 2 or 3 dollars per time, then I said gain I am not so hungry...and drink water a little more. Suddenly, one sound was happening...it is as usual. I started opening my laptop to listen to music and read some stuff on line.

I was impressed by one article I had read. It was about the Khmer Fighting Martial Art, talking about the Bokator. More reading go to this: Bakator News

I am very interested in this kind of stuff, and I hope one day I could learn it. I have talked with one of my friends that we will learn it together. After this we may have some projects about it too since he talked to me last time he has gotten some ideas working with this Bakator fighting. I hope we could do it also. The purpose that we want is that to encourage all Cambodians to love their own cultures and ancient things to keep it all alive since we feel that some of us may be not understand and know their own cultures well and probably do not support much. In contrast, they come to say that I love Foreign stuff lolz.. It's so hot...And this makes those foreigners feel confused about our Cultures with our lovely neighbor countries. "They may say that We have Nothing".

If we don't take a step to count on the glory of our cultures. Who will take care for us if you even don't take your eyes on it? Of course, we don't have nothing! We have a thousand of cultures and things to show off the world. Why don't we start to work together and support it all? Even though our country is not much bigger like in the past, we may don't want it anymore. What we need instead is Big reputation although we are so small now. We will make the world know about Cambodia clearly, not so blurred like nowadays. Famous reputation will last in the world unless we know how to do it. Hence, to my opinion, we just work together and support each other as much as you can depending on who you are. For me, I could share 100 rial for this improvement. Haha... Just a kidding. I will try my best to work on what I could share to this.

Start working now don't wait until tomorrow.

Yeah as I remembered not so clearly...:) one proverb says that Don't put what you can do today off until tomorrow. Then, wake up and do it now! Go together, Happy together and Smile together with pride....At last we will see what tomorrow looks like...

I am Just A Kid by SP

This is my favorite song from my favo band, Simple Plan. I like the lyric...
Here it goes...


The lyric:
(Sorry huh, for me hardly wake up at 7am...)
I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11

Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight

Dilemma in Period of Shortage

I don't think too far but I'm just thinking of finding food to eat, the cheapest, the better because I am a bit in financial crisis. So I should make a right choice! What should I use? Utility function or Trade off ideas...?(a bit confused after learning everything seems to be gone away...)

( big smile is enough...)

My messy room...

Elder Vs. Youger....

Liverpool Fan ( free-charged striker)

Man Utd Fan( National striker)

Oh goodness! I cant go to support my brother as I told myself that I would go to see him. But now I am really sorry to you. I am lying myself. Oh how many times a u lying yourself man...? No I don't have time. Don't give an excuse! However, hope you are fine man and play better even though I haven't met you and haven't given you some advice and techniques before you start your match. Hehe... I am proud of myself a bit although I am not in the national team like him. But talking about football to me, it's my pastime and my soccer skill is not that bad if you're happened to see while I am playing...:) I could teach him my trick and techniques that I have been playing for almost 11 years.

Last time I used to play with him but I felt I didn't show him much about my skills. Actually, this kid plays sometimes better than me but it's not really cos I just give him some motivation during a playing so that he could feel good for next time. But after that I wouldn't let him feel good for so long cos it might be not good for the long term. Then I try to make him more challenge, so I play harder and harder with him. Also he and I are the opposite football fan. He fans of Man Utd whereas I support my favorite team--Liverpool. In this sense, whenever there is a match between these two teams, we normally have a speech quarrel but not fighting.
Every time we play football together; it will be a hard time!

I remembered one time he was very angry to me and might think that I am not a good brother. Yeah playing the same team, he and I are the strikers as he goes left and I go right. This kid is a bit proud of himself to show off his skills in the field but playing football is not only one who can make it successful. Of course, he's too young to know; he just believe in himself. Then when I played at that time, I didnt pass the ball to him to shoot; I shot alone all the time and it made him feel very angry. So our team couldn't play well even though I tried to play well. we lost at last for the first round. I tried to explain him playing together dude! he refused to listen then I kicked him off to another team. I changed him with another small kid. I said you will lose kid and he said let's see. Then I rearranged my teams and we played accordingly. Then in the end we won lolz.... Show him that Dont be too much confident because for some time we need to work together and for some time we can work alone , so we need to make sure when it is. He still is young but now I hope he may understand. Anyway, I like to tell my trick also that I have learned from my favorite soccer players like Micheal Owen, David Backham. Yeah I am really addicted to football. But now I dont have much time to practice it.

Soccer matter...

Surprisingly, Cambodia is becoming the host for the Under-age 17 Asian Football Competition during 19 August to 1 September.
(source here:http://www.kohsantepheapdaily.com.kh/khmer/tream25_05.htm)
But I am abit sad that I couldn't have a chance to cheer our soccer team since I will be having class in that time, Damn bad! Hopefully, Cam team could show more abilities to play better than the previous years on this occasion cos most Cambodians who fan for football will cheer them up. And on behalf of soccer fans, I dont want to hear thing again and over again that IT JUST FOR EXPERIENCE cos WE just a " Young". We should admit what we have and should not try to avoid many times (just like a fool). Yeah we need time to build on it. Wish we have " a good chance." However, my regret was faded away when I heard that my youngest brother who is in the national team of Cam soccer under age 15 going to have a match for Southeast Asian Football Festival Competition from 5 to 9 June 2007 in Malaysia . There are 12 countries to attend this competition( including Australia). Excitedly, I would go to cheer his team if i would have time. But I think I should go to support them so that they have more motivation to win a match!( i guess there maybe no supporter for them cos it is probably that there is no much focus for these youngsters' stuff which is not much taken seriously as "most people" might give less value to younger than to elder. However, young people may do better than them if they have a good training.) This competition probably is the route of the better future soccer team if they would have a chance to win since we could have good younger players for the National team if there are a lot of opportunities like this for children to show their talents. Any soccer fan please give them supports by any means you wish to do.......(contact me if you wish to give some financial for them hehehe...I'll keep it safe for this matter!!! Okie Just a joke. Anyway, just pray for this team and other Cam soccer teams to get"A Good Chance")

My favorite song from the Fray

I like the lyric of the song cos it is meaningful and the music of the piano too. Enjoy this!
it called " How to save a life"

You Do Make The Difference

If each grain of sand were to say:

One grain does not make a mountain,

There would be no land.

If each drop of water were to say:
One drop does not make an ocean,
There would be no sea.

If each note of music were to say:
Each note does not make a symphony,
There would be no melody.

If each word were to say:
One word does not make a library,
there would be no book.

If each brick were to say:
One brick does not make a wall,
There would be no house.

If each seed were to say:
One seed does not make a field,
There would be no harvest.

If each of us were to say:
One person does not make the difference,
there would never be love and peace on earth.

YOU DO MAKE THE DIFFERENCE,
BEGIN TODAY AND MAKE THE DIFFERENCE.

Becoming more doubtful...

Oh yeah, today having played a friendly soccer match with the ever one to one team, I felt I had some delight with some sort of tiredness, and then with a full-open-mouth square table talk with all soccer members my feeling increased to higher level of happiness. But coming home, I did a shower with alone singing, and after practicing my guitar stuff, I took a newspaper Financial Time to browse all the pages. Actually, I haven't read news for so long, and just this time I got feeling strange to pick it up again. I read some topics and for a while I saw one topic about the pursuit of happiness. I started to look over it and read through the pages. Oh what a shock! one phrase made me doubtful. It is said that delightfully, science now confirms what women know--never trust a man can't or won't dance. So what is the connection between Trust and Dance? Does dancing prove all the shadow inside a man? I am too young to get these ideas down to think of this matter. So if anybody has some thought, kindly voice out your opinions so that I also can learn. And then it will become also pro or anti the author point of view. However, I feel a bit fine with this idea as I am planning to take Hip-Hop dancing course next term, so I can even show that I am trustful to all ladies(No big deal...Hehe:).
No doubt man, go ahead doing it!

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