Just a Word for YOU.....

You always say to me with a smile but why tonight you are different. I am not sure what I have done wrong. Maybe I can't see it clearly by myself. You know I never hurt anyone and especially girls to whom you advise me to respect and be good. Definitely, I always do like what you told me. Every word you have said I keep in my little heart. But I realized the first woman I hurt just now was YOU. I really want to say sorry, but you say it's too late and what the heck you can do with the word SORRY. Maybe it is fate! And you call me boy even though I look quite old. Why? when you meet the heat-point of your life you could not bear, and then you blame fate. I tell you the last time, Look at yourself. You leave me alone right now...

You should have listened to my reasons before you walked away from me. Now I can't see your shadow that is always by me when I'm down, and even your tears falling down because of me disappear...I just want to stand in front of you and say all the words in my mind to you, but I can't cos I feel I'm not strong and brave enough to do it. Now what I can do is just to write my words down in the paper that you wont read. This may be the lyric of my song I sing along to show my feeling deep inside of me. Tell the truth I almost cry when I was writing this. But luckily my tears did not fall down. No matter how the tears were falling down inside my heart. I'm not crying...You told me you are a man, don't let your tears fall down...yes I'm not crying...It's just inside my heart...

“Cold Inside”

Sometimes, I feel I go too far but I realize I’m not with you.

Sometimes, I feel I get lost ‘cos I don’t have any aspiration.

But the truth is you that appear inside my eyes to give me strength and inspiration.

You are like a golden compass of my life.

You will make it all for me…

Life without you is just non-sense.

I really need you right here.

Every breath I take is just because of you.

You will be the one who I call my hero.

You are in my fragile heart ever…

May you hear me now, my angel?

The darkness’s just clouding me for a while.

You will be the one who takes it all from me.

I see you won’t let me drown in the shadow of massive rain.

I’m not afraid to let you take my hands…